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Tuesday, 14 July 2009

  • WHEN YOU L 0 0 K ME iN THE
    [ E Y E S] iT MAKES ME//---
    [ REALiZE ] THAT OUR LOVE
    WiLL NEVER EVER [ D i E ]


    I'M SRY i'M EVERYTHiNG
    YOU [ H A T E]

    iF YOU REALLY
    `` L O V E``
    HiM LET HiM [ G O ]

    iF HE COMES BACK TO
    YOU YOU'LL KNOW HE
    STiLL LOVE YOU `ND
    iF HE DOESNT YOU'LL
    KNOW HE [ N E V E R ]
    DiD iN THE FiRST PLACE


    HOW CAN i TELL YOO
    i [ LOVE ] YOU WHEN
    FEAR [ CHOKES ]
    MY EVERY WORD


    WHY DiDN'T i NOTiCE THAT OUR REALTiONSHiP WAS
    X0___________F A L L i N G__A P A R T___________0X

    NO, I wOn't lEt yOu
    GiVe uP On OuR
    lOvE---wHeN i hAd
    dOuBtS yOu----
    rEaSuRrEd mE tHaT
    wE cOuLd mAkE iT
    bEcAuSe yOu wEre
    ---sTrOnG----wElL
    iS tHiS yOuR-----
    s t r e n g t h ??

    0NCE UP0N A TiME i WAS
    A BABY--->`N MY ONLY
    W0RRY WAS LEARNiNG
    T0 WALK-->THEN i GREW
    UP---0NCE UP0N A TiME
    i WAS 2--->`N MY 0NLY
    W0RRY WAS GETTiNG
    P0TTY TRAiNED--->THEN
    i GREW UP---0NCE UP0N A
    TiME i STARTED SCH00L
    `N MY 0NLY W0RRY WAS
    FiTTiNG iN---->THEN i
    GREW UP---ONCE UP0N i
    TiME i WAS 13--->`N MY
    0NLY PR0BLEM iS Y00

    WHEN WiLL THE TEARS STOP FALLiNG ??
    WHEN WiLL THE PAiN STOP HURTiNG ??
    WHEN WiLL THE DREAMS STOP COMiNG??
    WHEN WiLL i FORGET i EVER LOVED YOU ??


    --THE COLORS OF MY [ LOVE ] FOR YOU--
    --i AM GREEN W/ ENVY BCUZ YOU WANT HER--
    --i AM RED W/ ANGER BCUZ YOU KiSS HER--
    --i AM BLUE W/ SADNESS BCUZ YOU [ LOVE ] HER--
    --BUT i AM PUPPLE W/ [ ROALTY ] BCUZ i CAN SMiLE `ND MAKE YOU BELiEVE i DONT [ CARE ]--

    MY HEART TOLD ME NO---
    `ND i [ REGRET ] TO SAY
    ---* MY HEART *---
    WAS R i G h T

    WHAT iF i JUST GAVE --UP--
    TRYiNG, `STOPPED FORGiViNG
    ALL THA LYiNG--`ND SAiD
    ->GOODBYE<-


    MY WORLD iS FLiPPED
    UPSiDE DOWN WHENEVER
    YOU ARE NOT AROUND

    DONT WORRY, YOU'LL BE <|3
    ----->FiNE...ALL YOU GOTTA DO
    iS HOLD YOUR HEAD UP ^HiGH^
    TAKE A DEEP BREATH &&TRY---
    --TO FORGET ALL THE MOMENTS
    YOU SHARED//FORGET THA GUY
    --------YOU THOUGHT CARED
    && REMEMBER---------THAT
    -SOMETiMES iTS OK TO JUST
    LAY DOWN && ------CRY----


    WHAT EVER HAPPEND
    TO ME --`ND YOU??

    `ND ALL OF A SUDDEN i FiND MYSELF
    LAUGHiNG AT NOTHiNG____________



    OMG, YOU FiNALLY .[LOVE]. ME



    WHAT iF i LEANED OVERAND ___KiSSED__ YOU?



    FiND A GUY WHO DOESNT CARE iF YOU
    LAUGH LOUD, CHEW WiTH YOUR MOUTH
    OPEN//SiNG OF KEY//CRY AT THE MOViES
    OR ACT LiK AN iNSANE PERSON//'ND ALL
    iT DOES iS MAKE HiM `LOVE YOU EVEN
    `MORE





    THE FiRST TiME i SAW YOU, i WAS LiK +WHOA___X0
    &&i KNEW THAT i ---->>NEEDED<<-----YOU



    X____________LOOK AT THE STARS-->THATS HOW MANY
    `TiMES A *MiNUTE* YOO CROSS MY `MiND______X

    i LOVE iT WHEN
    YOO SMiLE



    0 x___i W i L l f 0 r E v E r l 0 v E H i M___x 0



    i'VE ALWAYS DREAMED
    OF THE ||PERFECT|| FAiRYTALE
    && NOW THANKS TO --YoO
    MY FAiRYTALEDREAMS ARE
    FiNALLY BECOMiNG
    MY REALiTY




    iT HURTSSO MUCH<3//NOT BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DiD
    'BUT BECAUSE iM 'WALKiNG AROUNDPRETENDiNG iM "OK//&&EVEN MY
    BEST FRiEND DOESNT REALiZE THAT iTS ALL JUST AN'ACT




    I dOnT MiSs [[yOu]]
    I miSs whO i [[tHoUgHt]]
    yOu wErE








    i'M stIlL hEalInG
    fRoM aLl thE [[scArS]]
    yOu lEfT mE



    Not all [[scars]] show
    not all [[wounds]] heal
    sometimes you cant
    always [[see]]
    the [[pain]] someone[[feels]]
    but you can [[pick]] them up when they're down
    [[AND SHO' THEM THE WAY]]
    LOVE iS SUPPOSED TO BE






    [[xOx]]nO mAtTeR wHaT yOu dO[[xOx]]

    I wIlL sTiLl [[lOvE]] yOu





    [[TrUe]] lOvE iS wHeN

    yOu [[sHeD]] a TeAr

    AnD sTiLl WaNt hIm

    It'S wHeN He [[IgNoReS]] yOu

    AnD yOu sTilL [[lOvE]] hIm

    It'S wHeN hE lOvEs

    [[AnOtHeR gIrL]] bUt yOu sMiLe

    aNd sAy I'M [[hApPy]] fOr yOu

    WhEn aLl yOu ReAlLy dO iS [[cRy]]




















    ___XO___SO iiM NOT AS PRETTY AS HER-->SO iiM NOT AS SMART AS HER
    {*+SO iiM NOT AS SLUTTY AS HER+*} ++++BUT i WiiLL ALWAYS LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE THAN HER+++
    i [LOVE] YOU DAMN iiT -->WHY CANT THAT BE ENOUGH



    juSt wHeN i [[tHiNk]] i'm all cRiEd oUt

    tHe [[tEaRs]]sTarT fLoWiNg aGaIn

    WhaT dO yOu dO whEn tHe One

    whO cAn mAkE yOu stOp

    crYiNg is tHe oNe

    wHo maDe

    yOu

    c

    r

    y

    in tHe [[fiiRsT]] pLaCe











    im so x [ [ tired ] ] x of pretending
    everything is ++okay++... my -->tears<-- are
    starting to (( show )) and my smile is
    * fading away*
  •   
    "THERE ARE 6,470,818,671 PE0PLE LiVING
    S0ME ARE RUNNiNG SCARED, S0ME ARE C0MiNG H0ME,
    S0ME GET THR0UGH THE DAy By LyiNG, 0THERS ARE JUST
    N0W FACiNG THE TRUTH, S0ME ARE EViL WARRiNG THE G00D,
    S0ME ARE G00D STRUGGLiNG WiTH EViL.
    SIX BiLLI0N PEOPLE iN THE W0RLD, SiX BiLLi0N S0ULS,
    AND S0METiMES ALL y0U NEED iS 0NE"
    --0NE TREE HiLL

     
    iT'S HALL0WEEN ALL yEAR HERE...
    PE0LPLE DRESSiNG UP T0 BE S0METHiNG THEy'RE N0T 

     

    *** We're...Simply... Gorgeous!!! *** 

     

    iif y0u g0t iit... flaunt iit!!! 


     

    .....Be a giirly~giirl iits ok... 

     

    I left a tear drop in the ocean.. the day you find it is the day I will stop loving you. x3

    A guy gave his girlfriend 12 roses - 11 real and 1 fake. He sayd *The daii the last rose diies, is the daii I will stop loving you.* 



    BOY: Oh no, there`s that girl again
    FRiEND: The one who hangs on you and you talk about 24/7 (wink)
    BOY: Shut up.
    FRiEND: You LIKKKKEEE her!
    BOY: No I don`t!
    FRiEND: Fine, then.
    FRiEND WALKS AWAY
    BOY TURNS AROUND
    AND WHiSPERS
    *~* i love her *~*
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*
    SAME BOY ~ GIRL~ AND FRiEND NEXT DAY

    GiRL: Hey, what`s up kid?
    BOY: Nothing. Go away.
    GiRL: What`s your prob?
    BOY: Please just go.
    GiRL: Okay. See you around...
    GiRL WALKS AWAY
    BOY SiGHS
    FRiEND WALKS OVER
    FRiEND: Hey there was that GIRRLLL again! *laughs*
    BOY: Okay, okay. She isn`t as bad as I thought she was.
    FRiEND: Haha!
    BOY: Don`t tell though
    GiRL WALKS BACK OVER
    GiRL: You were really rude earlier. It hurt my feelings.
    BOY: We need to talk.
    GiRL: about what?
    BOY: Us.
    GiRL: ???
    BOY: I don`t like you. I can`t stand you. You make my head hurt and my heart ache. I don`t know what to do. Everytime I see you I get upset.
    GiRL: *cries* I knew you hated me...*runs away*
    BOY: Wait! I don`t like you, I love you. I can`t stand you because I have to sit down before I can even think about you. When I see you I get upset because I know you are in love with someone else.
    GiRL: Oh, wow. I love you too.
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    YOUNG LOVE.... 

     
    Boy && Girl come outah their class, and walk down the halls.
    Girl catches up to the boy.
    GIRL - Hey!
    BOY - Hey! Wasn't Science class great?
    GIRL - Its was fun. *laughs*
    BOY - Who do-.... Never mind.
    GIRL - No, tell me.
    BOY - Okay.. who do you like?
    GIRL- I don't like anyone. You?
    BOY - Well, I have a crush.
    GIRL - Well, I think you should tell her.
    BOY - I don't want to ruin our friendship. I mean
    what happens if we break up? We may never be friends
    again, and I want to be her friend forever!
    GIRL- Oh my! I kinda feel the same about someone.
    BOY - Who? Anyone I know?
    GIRL - Well, he's on our team, and in our flex period.
    BOY - Wow! The girl is on our team and in our flex too!
    GIRL- Okay, how about this... we bolth say who we like at the same time?
    BOY - Sure!
    BOY && GIRL - You!
  • I used to be fucking stupid;;
    then we broke up.



    Sorry boys,
    I only blow kisses.



    +& no camera could ever
    [(capture)] the look in her eyes
    and the feeling in her [(heart)]
    when she looks at him.



    I get the best feeling in the world
    when you smile at me or say hi
    Because I know for a second,
    I crossed your mind.



    Why do I have to climb a 100 mountains to get to you,
    when all you have to do is smile to get to me?



    All she really wants is a boy
    that keeps his promises
    & listens to her babbles.
    Someone to call when she gets scared
    from a movie she’s watching,
    someone to laugh at her,
    & someone to hold her hand when she pulls away.
    It’s not that much to ask for is it?



    Its wierd , Yeah i miss you , Its so much more than that , I miss the way my heart stopped just at the sight at you , & that smile . The sad part about it is your smile isnt the only one im missing , I miss my own . The one thats only there when your's is .


    Now coversation is useless & i'm wasting my time . Your not the same person , I remember in my mind.



    I'm telling you , you dont want to fall for me , you dont even want to be with me , I make a terrible girlfriend . I'm horrible at keeping in touch with people , i'll probaly never call , I change my mind way to much & i love going out with friends , i cant settle , ive fallen in love & had my heart broken , more than once by the same boy . I lost the pieces so dont bother tryin to put them back together , thats something i need to work out on my own , when im ready & i'm not ready . I'd flirt with some other boys & probaly some girls too , I'd never cheat on you , but i'd make you worry . You dont want to fall for me , but i'm falling for you . & if its okay with you , i want to change all those things about me , Just to be with you



    I can honestly say I don't want to forget you. But I can't forgive you this time. So I'm going to go with my head held high, and the memories left behind. But I'll still hold a piece of you.



    I'm something you'll regret losing.
    I promise you that.



    Cause you're hopoing you're wrong, & every
    time he does something that tells you he's no good,
    you ignore it. And everytime he comes through &
    surprises you, he wins you over, & you lose that
    argument with yourself that he's not for you.




    I can't help it. I can't help caring. I'm forced.
    I'm too weak to restrain myself from you.
    I can't help looking for you in a crowd. I can't
    help thinking of you in the middle of the night, day,
    or anytime at all. I can't help wishing that you would
    love me. I can't help waiting until the moment
    we talk again. I can't help wanting to
    be more than just friends. I can't help the way I
    love you, although I wish I could. Sometimes I just
    wonder why I love you the way I do; but I
    cannot find a reason. I just simply fell in love with you.


    And I think the worst feeling is being forgotten by someone you could just never forget about.



    You can't go back. You can only remember.
    But sometimes that's what hurts the most, remembering how things were
    And how they will never be the same.



    we deny that we’re tired. We deny that we’re scared. We deny how badly we want to succeed and most importantly, we deny that we’re in denial. We only see what we want to see and believe what we want to believe. And it works. We lie to ourselves so much that after a while, the lies start to seem like the truth. We deny so much that we can’t recognize the truth right in front of our faces



    my heart didn’t break into a thousand pieces after he left. Instead, I realized all the things he didn’t do. He didn’t want to hear my stories. He didn’t ask me questions. He didn’t smile when I was talking to him. He didn’t hug me out of the blue to make me feel good. His hugs were always a preamble to something else and after he was gone, I wondered if he ever knew me at all



    I don't know the key to
    success but the key to
    failure is trying to please
    everybody.
    -Bill Cosby-



    I didn't come here to tell you
    that I can't live without you,
    I can, I just don't want to ♥



    For every little tear we cried.
    For all the crazy shit we tried
    For staying true through odds & ends
    No one can replace my best friend♥



    You just have to go after
    what you want and if it
    doesn't want you back,
    then so be it, it doesn't
    deserve you anyways..
    -- Nicole Richie



    You've got enemys?
    Good, that means you've stood up for something.
    - Eminem.

Wednesday, 27 May 2009

  • RIP Bazall Adams

    When we lose someone we love,
    We learn to trust somehow
    That a new life in a brighter place
    Is just beginning now..
    A place of grace and peace and joy
    Beyond all time and sorrow,
    Where loving hearts who part today
    Will meet again tomorrow.

    Wherever the ocean meets the sky
    There will be memories of you and I
    When I look up at that sky so blue
    All I see are visions of you

    YoU TaUgHt Me So mUcH
    TaUgHt Me WhAtS WrOnG aNd RiGhT
    I MiSs YoU So MuCh
    I DoNt KnOw WhY GoD MaDe YoU Go...

    If tears could build a stairway
    and memories a lane
    i'd walk right up to Heaven
    and bring you home again
    but memories are just memories
    and tears are just tears
    and so i will miss you through the years
    beacuse without your smile or your laugh
    it's too much pain to carry on

    Never forget yesterday,
    But always live for today...
    Cuz you never know what tomorrow can bring,
    Or what it can take away...
    *RIP*

    Tears are sometimes an inappropriate response to death. When a life
    has been lived completely honestly, completely successfully, or just
    completely, the correct response to death's perfect punctuation mark is a smile.

    A brief candle; both ends burning
    An endless mile; a bus wheel turning
    A friend to share the lonesome times
    A handshake and a sip of wine
    So say it loud and let it ring
    We are all a part of everything
    The future, present and the past
    Fly on proud bird
    To Heaven...you're free at last.

    There is nothing in life more painful than losing a loved one,
    the love is there forever though,
    we never really lose them only from the physical plane,
    because where love exists there can be no loss.

    Your love was always pure;
    You treated me as your own.
    Your time seemed all too short and
    I feel so alone.
    What can I take from this?
    My heart is completely crushed.
    But nothing loved is ever lost -
    And you are loved so much.

    Goodbye my love You're time has come.
    The doctor says your gone, It's done.
    I knew it was coming, but I never dreamed you'd go so fast
    At least the pain and suffering is gone
    I miss you dearly And hold you nearly to my heart
    I miss your stories..your hugs and kisses
    But the time has come to say goodbye
    Although it hurts I know it's right
    So I must try so here it comes
    Goodbye my love
    Your time has come
    -Goodbye-

    Our brains are seventy-year clocks. The Angel of Life winds them up once for all,
    then closes the case, and gives the key into the hand of the Angel of the Resurrection.

    I hope that all is well in heaven
    Cuz its all shot to hell down here
    I hope that I find you in heaven
    Cuz I'm so lost without you down here,
    you wont be coming back and i didn't get to say goodbye
    i really wish…I got to say goodbye.

    Death is a challenge. It tells us not to waste time …
    it tells us to tell each other right now that we love each other.

    When you lose someone you love,
    you gain an angel that you know *

    So this is goodbye, I cant cry…I cant look down at your face and cry, because
    I know if the tears spill over my cheeks this time they are never going to
    stop. Kneeling before you, praying to god that you are okay is one of the
    hardest goodbyes i have ever dealt with, I know that your away from the
    pain, I know that your happy now, I know that nothing can hurt you now,
    but I also know that I will never see you on this earth ever again. I will
    never get a chance to say goodbye and I will never get a chance not to cry.

    Good-bye my friends I loved so dear,
    I am not dead but sleeping here.
    I was not yours, but Christ’s alone.
    He loved me best & he took me home.

    As long as we live, they too shall live,
    for they are a part of us, as we remember them.

    *As the days come and go and the world moves on,
    *I know you're still here, you'll never be gone.
    *On the night the Angel came and took your hand,
    *We cried as you left for an unknown land.
    *But Heaven rejoiced as you came into sight,
    *For your soul was a diamond, shining so bright

    I thought that I would miss you so,
    and never find my way.
    And then I heard the angel say,
    "They're with you every day."
    "The sun, the wind, the moon, the stars,
    will forever be around,
    reminding you of the love you shared,
    and the peace they've finally found."

    I knew in my heart your time was near end,
    And wished I could take you, your body to mend.
    I knew that soon God would be your closest friend,
    You told me many times that's how it would end.

    - Not a second passes -
    - When you're not on our minds -
    - Your love we will never forget -
    - The hurt will ease in time -

    +:Many times we've missed you:+
    +:A million times we've cried:+
    +:If love could have saved you:+
    +:You neva would have died:+

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